so i made the decision that if madrid doesn't work out, i'm moving back to texas.
i hate new york so much and it was a big mistake coming here in the first place.

Here are the rules:
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you 5 questions of a very personal nature.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them 5 questions.

answers from sexxie_dork 

1) What is the first thing you'd save in a fire?
I'd definitely save my cat Junior and dog Valentina. They mean the world to me and not saving them would be ludicrous. So I guess it's two things I would save.

2) Spill one relatively unknown fact about you.
I have a great memory. I never forget. Even though I seem ditzy and forgetful.

3) What Kurt Halsey piece do you most connect with/relate to and why?
Movement. I can't sleep if Junior isn't right next to me.
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4) Do you have a special talent?
I don't think I do?

5) If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be?
I think I wouldn't have moved back to New York.

 

 

does anybody read this thing anymore?

Cath...
She stands with a well intentioned man
But she can't relax with his hands on the small of her back
As the flashbulbs burst she holds a smile
Like someone would hold a crying child

Soon everybody will ask what became of you
Your heart was dying fast and you didn't know what to do

Cath...
It seems that you live in someone else's dream
In a hand-me-down wedding dress
With the things that could have been are repressed
But you said your vows and you closed the door
On so many men who would have loved you more

Soon everybody will ask what became of you
Your heart was dying fast and you didn't know what to do
The whispers that it won't last roll up and down the pews
And if our hearts were dying that fast, they would have done the same as you
I'd have done the same as you

you know, ever since i detached myself from the asj crew, i've felt kind of lonely. i mean, i have my new friends from college, but i sometimes miss the old days. it's amazing that one argument with a former best friend turned all but three away. they still talk to me, even if it's once a month. i realised how shallow the rest are. i should  have known though. they were like this ever since i came back.

i missed so much. i mean, how am i supposed to come back into the group like nothing changed? those two years in san antonio made me a different person. i went to co-ed school. i kissed some boys. i went to homecoming. it seems so silly, but i would never have that opportunity back in new york. i came back here because i missed my family, and because i wanted to see them again. granted, i was much happier in texas. i didn't think my life was going to be the way it is now. i met this amazing guy and august is our two year anniversary. two years! i had commitment issues and i'm still in love. sure i had memories of a former crush, but after meeting up with him recently, i realised that i'm with the best guy ever.

this all happened soon after i moved back. and looking back, i think they were jealous. maybe those friendships were supposed to end. or maybe i just need to suck it up, apologize to the ex-bff and have the rest come back and say "OMG we missed you! where have you been?!" like nothing ever happened. but i'll never give in. i'm too damn stubborn to do that.

i guess i've been rambling, but what i really want to say, "girls, i kind of really miss y'all, but at the same time...fuck all you bitches."

you are so boring.
if there was one word to describe saturday it would be awkward.
you haven't changed at all.
all i'm going to say is that you're still cute. that's why i couldn't look at you 70% of the time.

thank you for dinner though, and also thanks for making me appreciate and love paul more than ever.
i still kind of sort of like you...but not really anymore.

ps: why did you spend the day with me? your girlfriend cancelled on you. then why call me to hang out? if i were you, i would have done everything in my power to see her.

i'm so glad it's finally happening.
[cette chanson est pour vous]

i still have feelings for you.

he's the one.
i just want to be his bride.

i'm going to madrid
next fall. or spring, depending on how many credits i end up taking for this spring.